GSC....

                  Hellow.....hehehe...GSC?bkn wayang GSC k...but my greatest group....Group Sahabat & Cinta.....group yg byk ubat ati aku mse aku tgh frust bkn frust becinte tp frust pasal kje....aku pun xtaw spe yg invite n ble aku join group ni...tp da agak lame aku join tp pasal commited dgn kje aku jrg layan sume ni....tp stat bln 1 mse aku tgh kecewe dgn kje aku,aku mule activ kat forum....then bez lak...mmg kpale giler2....knal zam,fareez,chomel,dya,nurul, abg dd,abg mal,abg sham,kak wawa n mia...then makin ramai aku knal....then aku jmpe diorg wat pertame kalinye kat estreme park mse bezday dya....pd 19 hb 3....

Jmpe chomel,zam,niq,dya,khuzie,mr cat,kak cyla,amy,adli,fareez....bez..havock..lpak smpi kul 3 lbey coz aku nk lik mlk mse tu.....pas tu aku jmpe burn n abg lie...ag giler...hahahaha....tp mmg bez smpi ke balai peginye....lpak smpi kul 8 lbeh pg....so next gat kat mlk pd 29hb akan bejmpe ramai ag org giler..hehehe.....beznye group ni kami cm adiq beradiq...hehehe...bahan sesame sndiri tp xde la yg smpi menyaketkan ati....aku harap group ni akan kekal slamenye..hehehe....LUV U GUYS 4 EVA.........

Hope kite akan bekawan smpi ble2...... <3

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Kamu akan balik ke atas untuk memastikan adalah betul tiada no 7 dan kamu akan tergelak sendiri.

Bila kt sayg org tu..

Ble kite syg org tu

Kita gaduh ngn dia,kita diam je

Tp dia heboh 1 dunia

Hati kate xpe, dia tension tuu

Ble kite syg org tu

Kita kol nak ckp ngan dia

Tp dia bg phone kat org len

Ble jd cm2, xpe

Hti kata, xpe, ckp je,kwn dia,

kwn kite gak

Ble kite syg org tu

Kita bercerita dgn dia,

dia wat dunno je..

Tp ble dia bercerita ngn kita

Kita dgr,sepatah2 kite igt

Hti kata x pe, syg katakan…

Biler kiter syg org tu

Kita & dia lapar

Tp kite bg sume roti kita kat dia

Hati kata,ala jgalah hati dia,sian

dia lpar tu….

Ble kite syg org tu

Kite sgup bg dia rest ble dia letih,

Tp ble kita letih,dia suruh gak

kite lyn dia bila dia bosan.

Adil ker?

Hati kata,ala bkn slalu pun..

Ble kite syg org tu

Kita jdi macam org gile ble dgr dia sakit,

Tp bile kita sakit,

Dia siap kuar ngan kwn2 dia g meraikan

hri ksakitn kita,

Hti kata,ala x pe,xkn dia nk

b'kepit ngn kita 24 jam je

Ble kite syg org tu

Kita xpenah tipu2 & pntingkn diri sendiri

Tp dia menipu & hipokrit tahap gaban

Hti kata xpe,dia mmg cm2 kene lah

trima..

Ble kite syg org tu

Kite syg nk tngglkn dia slama2nya..

Tp dia x tahu kite berdepan dgn maut,

Walaupn kite sakit,dia kate kat kite,

sakit bese2 je 2,jgn nk mngrut la

Hti kata,camane lah dia bile

kite xde,msti dia hepi kn

Ble kite syg org tu

Kite x sgup tgk dia derita even sket pn

Tp dia x pnh hrgai dri kite,

Hti kata,tau x btapa kita syg kn

dia????

Ble kiter syg org tu

Kite sgup tngglkn dia selamanya utk dia bgia

Tp dia tahu x pngorbanan kite??

Hti kata,xpe,jnji insan yg di sygi bhgia

Dan………… ……

Ble kite dh tngglkn dia slama2nye

Dia dtg ziarah pusara kite

Dia kata..

Dia mntk maaf sbb pnh mngata kite

Dia mntk maaf sbb pnh wat kite tgu dia

Dia mntk maaf sbb pnh paksa kita lyn dia time bsn

Dia mntk maaf sbb pnh heboh 1 dnia psal slh kite

Dia mntk maaf sbb pnh xhiraukn call kite

Dia mntk maaf sbb pnh xdgr luahan hti kite

Dia mntk maaf sbb pnh wat kite klprn sbb dia

Dia mntk maaf sbb pnh ggu wktu rht kite

Dia mntk maaf sbb x pnh hiraukn skit kite

Dia mntk maaf sbb pnh pntingkn dri dia sndri

Dia mntk maaf sbb x pnh tgk p'dritaan kite

Ble kite syg org tu

Kite wat semuanya kan?

Tp dia x prnh fhm kan?

Dan…………

Ble kite tglkn dia

Dia dtg pd kite & kata

Sorry…

Sorry??? slps lukakan hti kite?

Ble kite syg org tu

Kite kata xpe lah

Aku dh tngglkn dunia,

Moga dia bahagia tnpa kite..

tapi ada dia wt pape tuk kite?

ada dia hargai pe yg kita wt tuk dia...??

dia lagi bahgia dgn dunia & kwn2 dia..

Hti kata, xpe la..mengalah la demi insan t'syg..

Dan hati kite kata..

Xpe lh apapun yg dia wat

Kite ttp syg org tu…..

Kita sayang die untuk selamanye smpi bile2 pn..

ble kita ckp kita syg die lbey dri diri kita

die kata kita saje jer nak amik hti die..

pdhl die xtau kita mmg syg die cm nk mati...

nk wt smua utk die klu kita mampu..

selamanya..

Saat Terakhir....

Bez lagu ni...aku ske dgr....hehehe.....khas tok sume mmbe2....

HIM....

Huiiii....hehehe...HIM not him but singkatan tok Holiday Inn Melaka.....tempat kje yg plg aku syg nak tglkan tp terpakse gak aku lpaskan...working place that make me really frust..bak kate org pts cinte pun xcmni....

Aku mule kje kat sne pg 3 dec 2007 sbg operator....sronok coz kami kje mcm 1 family..tlg menolong....sronoknye mse tu...dgn bos kami yg klakar wlupun nmpk garang.....collaugues sume bez2....lpas 6 bln aku dtukar kebhgn dpan,front desk,receptionist....byk yg aku blaja...org yg byk ajau aku mse mule2 dlu....kak wati,arwah kak salina,kak sue,kak jaz n yg len2...aku mmg ske blajau n fast learner.....aku jd makin activ n wat ape je yg org suh...byk yg aku handle..dr FO stock,upselling,sunday activities,PCR,gathering n mcm2 ag la....aku ni top upseller n top pcr enrollment dlu...hehe...yela pas kje pg aku akn stay smpi mlm tok wat sume tu...smpi asst bos aku pnah ckp kat aku klula die jd bf aku da lme die men blakang(mksudnye curangla...jgn pk bkn2 k...)hehehe...then ble bos lady aku benti,asst bos lak nek..time tu ok ag walaupun ade cket perubahan....

GM lak adus...mmg sarcastik..ramai yg xske die..org german la katekan..mmg hampeh....EAM aku mmg bek..bagos je....semunye berubah ble bos aku ni pun benti dgn EAM pun da benti....dtgla org2 bru...huhu...kedtgan mereke mmg tragis wat aku n sluruh dak FO...bermule dgn FOM bru aku ni,mule2 ok je...janji mcm2...aku n 2 org ag ni mmg bekup die ble tbe2 FO wat kacau pd bln 12 2009 seramai 10 org benti skali gus...dgn bznye kami kje cam xingt dunia.....tp ape pemblsannye....huhu...mmg trok...die mule tnjuk belang...die je btol org len sume slh...mse aku nak benti die jnji nak bg aku post GEA pastu tbe2 dtangguh lak...suh aku jge club lounge...then tggl aku cmtu langsung xtanye aku ni ok ke x..jnji nak nek gaji tp hampeh....jnji sume ksg....aku kje cm org giler...kje pg blk mlm nak blajau pnye pasal aku wat smpi 2 kje,1 mmg kje aku,1 ag kje GEA yg lom pasti aku dpt....last2 die bg kat org len yg xde pengalaman post tu..ape prasaan korg?ssh payah aku wat sume aku create laporanla,wat VIP punye profile la...last2 ni blsannye...aku frust sgt smpi nak kat 2 bln aku murung,xde prasaan....smpila aku aktiv kat GSC...diorgla yg byk hepykan aku....yg ni nnt cite kat part len lak..hehhe...smbg blik...diorg jdkan aku xsnyum sbgai alasan....huh...xmunasabah,coz yg len pun xsnyum gak...bkn leh snyum 24 jam pun.....plg bez dpt taw rupenye ade org yg dengki...yg burukkn aku kat GM bongok tu....bongok tu pun dgr jela bkn nk invest ke...tahla...aku ponin lakk....jap g smbgla...zassssssssssssssss....

Uiks...aku nak smbg lik pasai kes ni...hehehe....aku dfitnah smpi Gm benci kat aku...org tu mmg bodo..gram aku...npe msti die nak musnahkan career yg slame ni aku bine dgn ssh payah ...aku byk abezkan mse2 aku kat hotel tu berbanding kat luar or kat umah....tp akhirnye musnah cmtu je....laki yg dengki nak kan post tu sggp wat smpi cmni skali....wat cite bkn2.....saket tol ati aku......ari2 aku kne tocer dgn GM n others la...aku sabau je...ari2 aku buang air mate...smangat kje aku yg melambung2 tu tros menjunam jatuh....seb bekla kakak angkat aku ade yg pinjamkan bahu die tok aku nanges....smpila akhirnye aku wat keputusan tok tglkan HIM...mama pun pasan dgn perubahan aku...die pun suh aku benti je dr aku tros tersekse....aku pun resign pd 3hb 2 one month notice..tp dsbbkan cuti aku yg melambak...aku pun last on 11/2...mmg brat nk pegi dr ctu tp apekan daye....terpakse tglkan org2 yg aku syg....mmg pedih sgt...mmg xkan ade yg paham ape yg aku rse....tp papepun,org yg wat aku jd cmni xkan sng smpi ble2...huhu....

Sbab diorg jgk aku kehlngan kakak angkat aku yg byk tlg aku lslame ni...pd arwah kak salina smoge rohnye tnang dsne....org xkan lupekan akak....org akan cube jd sekuat akak...setabah akak yg mengharungi sgalenye...Maafkan org sbb tglkan akak sorg2 kat sne,org lmah coz xpat bethn dgn akak kat sne....salah org sbb tglkan akak,xdgr ckp akak suh org stay....tp org xbemaksud nak tglkan akak tp mmg org da xleh ag hidup kat ctu....org kesal xsmpat jmpe akak wat kali terakhir,xpat celebrate bezday akak...Maafkan org da kecewekan akak....I miss u so much....  (sory,da xpat smbg ag...sdey sgt....meleleh ag air mateku ni)

 kak salina,i will never forget u...rindu akak selamenye.......

knangan kami.....will be continue.....

About My SelF...

Xde yg taw kowt aku ni orgnye cmne...hahahaha...ade yg kate aku ni sukar nak ditafsirkan....hehehe...mebi kowt...coz aku pun xtaw aku ni cmne orgnye.....

aku ni sbnrnye plg2 ssh nak time hakikat klu dri aku ni ade wat salah...xtawla npe...

seboleh2 nak cari gak jln smpi aku nmpk tu bkn slh aku.....tp klu mmg da slh aku,aku akn jd stress lak....smpi ade yg pgl aku ni mr perfect..hahaha..tp mne de manusia perfect beb....aku ni pun ade gak wat kesalahan...aku ni sensitif tp ske tnjuk kuat...hahaha.... mdh gak sbnrnye tersentuh...tu la yg confius ttg aku..kdg2 aku rse aku ckup tabah n kuat tp kdg2 aku rse aku ni cengeng n lembik...hahahha....

Garang?aku ni ley thnla garangnye....aku xske org buli2 aku ni....mebi yg tu aku iokut prangai mama aku....bab kje ni aku strict cket..xske org men2...huhu....commited dgn keje tu mmg prangai aku....sggp wat ape je tok kje aku....tp syg,xde yg hargainye....yg tu aku cite kat post len lak..hehehe....aku ni ske bergurau,berkwn,ketawe,hepy go luckyla..hehehe...ske nasehatkan org tp dri sndri pun hampeh..hahaha...

aku ske klu de org yg caring n love aku ni..hehehe...aku pun akan care n luv diorg gak....manje kowt aku ni....hehehe....prangai sometimes kebdk2kan.....hehehehe....otak blur jap...cm nak tulis pasal len lak....nnt klu de ag aku smbg lak kat cni...hehehe...

Next................heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.........

WonDerPetS TeaM...

My bez luvly fwenz.......WonDerpets Team....

Aja....... hepy go lucky...byk ckp slaku cm kaminye kak long...hehehe....byk protect WT.....

Lily....ni fwenz rin mse blajau kat CICT...lme da kami bekwn...die ni comey...hehehe....caring n lovely....tp bz je ssh nak jmpe...hahaha......

Eyra....yg ni lmah lembut cket..hehehe...ayu je orgnye....skang kat kuantan.....

Yatt...dak kecik ni pun byk ckp gak..hehehe.....caring...tp skg bz je taw....maklumla bwk tren..hehehe...

Ni la sume kesygn rin...ssh sng kami sentiase bersame....Fwenz 4eva dear.....Kami berjanji walau apepun yg berlaku kami akan kawan slamenye.....LUV U GUYS.....WT 4eva....

Me.....mebi aku ni tabah ke???????

Yeah...im very lucky......... ^_^

My new life...

Assalammualaikum....

lme lak x menaip dlm ni....tenet slow sgt so mls lak nak masuk....

aku rse aku da agak pulih skang dgn kekecewaan yg lalu....

syukur sgt dpat knal geng GSC....mmg bez....

ari2 aku skang ceria je.....kembali kpd aku mse 1st2 join HIM....

kan bez klu HIM still cm dlu...rin du lak kat knagn indah dgn Pre opening staff...

mebi aku pun xserasi ag dgn kje baru ni....agak membosankan........

yela aku pun da biase activ n jmpe org tbe2 kne terperuk dlm opis lak...

uish...busan tol....jap2 smbg...hehehe....

chow sin....

BaCause I am StUpiD...

Because i'm stupid
I have no 1 besides u
You,who are looking at someone else
Don't you know how i felt

There isnt me in your days
and not even having any rememberance
me,who is looking at you whom I am yearning for
Always shead tears
I am happy even to be looking at your back
You still don't know how i feel
In the end you still go past me

In the days when i miss you very much
In the days when i suffered pain
'I Love You' is buzzing in my mouth
Crying for you alone yet again
Missing you alone yet again
Baby,I love you,Im waiting for you

There isnt me in your days
and not even having any memories
I am looking at you whom i am yearning for
making the memories on my own
Love is like a beautiful wound for me
Even when i see your beautiful smile
i am unable to laugh with you

In the days when i think of u a lot
In tha days when my heart is cold and sad
'I miss you'buzzes in my mouth
Crying for you alone yet again
Missing for you alone yet again
Baby,I love you,Im waiting for you

Bye.Bye never say goodbye
Though i am unable to hold you like this
I need you i cannot say anything
I want you I want to hope again

In the days when i miss you very much
In the days when its very cold and sad
'I love you' buzzes near my mouth
Crying for you alone yet again
In the days when i think of u a lot
In tha days when my heart is cold and sad
'I miss you'buzzes in my mouth
Crying for you alone yet again
Missing for you alone yet again
Baby,I love you,Im waiting for you

HeLLow..

Hye...im just create this blog..hehe....

havent post anything yet...will start form begin of my life..